10 September 2014
Well, extreme bad news cause I'm not allowed to retake Chemistry.
I was so fed up and angry and sad and frustrated.
How can a lecturer just not help the students.
Rules. Rules. Rules.
Rules are meant to be broken at some point or there's always special case or exception.
I bet I could retake Chemistry if I'm some Dato's daughter or some big shot's daughter.
/SCREAM/
They don't understand how important is this to me.
It's okay.
If the Dean said no tomorrow, I'll just accept it.
I believe if I could not achieve first class and need to pay my PTPTN,
there's a reason behind it.
If it's God's will then so be it.
I believe God will help me in some other way.
Right? Give me a dream please. Haha.
So, while I was frustrated after receiving this news from Dr. Kumara
I need to wait nearly 1 hour for my class.
Decided to read NLP book on a bench.
Then four chinese boys juniors passed by.
Guess what.
They called me JIE JIE. O.O
"Harlow Jie Jie"
"Bye bye Jie Jie"
W.H.Y.
Well, they are born in year 1994
*cough* same as Sehunnie *cough*
I was stunned a while and just...smiled back.
Reality hurts.
Sigh.
I think it's the first time someone called me Jie Jie.
It's a little normal when Malays and Indians called me Kak Sue, Kak Teng or just Kak.
But Jie Jie....
T___________T
It hurts somehow.
It's like I finally realizes I am no longer young.
HAHA.
Later in evening, I met the chinese juniors in cafe.
One of them called me Jie Jie again.
I was like I don't know how to respond and I complained to El that they hurt my heart cause they call me Jie Jie and told them I'm still young. LOLL
One of them purposely called me Jie Jie again when they were about to go back.
Rascals.
Haih.
At night, went to meeting but since there were so many people volunteered, we backed off.
Went to walk with El instead.
Main point, one of the cafe worker thought I'm mixed/Iban and from Sabah/Sarawak.
This is so weird.
It always happen in Kelantan.
Is it really my face or cause I mix with Malays.
Weird.
Trying to think at the bright side.
3 comments:
Hwaiting!
Well, about that race thingy, dare to be different. Haha. I mean, people are so used to that you know.
cakap je Msia ni multicultural bagai. Mungkin la kawan2 saja tapi bila mau keluar mana2 [unrelated to classes etc] still masih with the same race. See?
I was always liddat too. Always with my Chinese friends etc and then Malay ppl think I'm bit racist. WTFish.
Earlier this month when I saw new students in UPM, all of them in same group of race. Yang cina dgn cina, melayu-melayu, india sikit je kat UPM ni. So sad ok. The heck with proud of being Malaysian cos we are 'excellent' when it comes to interacting with other races. I JUST DON'T GET IT.
YOU AND ME AND SOME OTHERS...let's just be different. Treat them as different and then we will see that it's us that is the better part of the society. Tsk.
P/S - Ada satu hari i pergi booth persatuan etc. Byk persatuan but it was SO DAMN RACIST. I mean, look. The chinese cultural thingy is only for chinese. then silat, mmg melayu je la. if got other persatuan anak negeri or so...it's always like..this persatuan is more chinese..this more malay.
Then got this junior I heard..I was signing up for AIESEC and it seemed like I was the only malay around that booth..then this junior's friends was "eh jom join ni. mcm menarik" BUT she was like "isk..xnak la macam kelab orang murtad [orang yang keluar agama] saja" THE HECK. JUST BECAUSE LOTS OF CHINESE U SAY SO? I CANNOT FATHOM THOSE PEOPLE.
They are just PELIKKK. Haha. This racist thing will never seem to end until something big happen or something. =.=
Oh well. Let them la. Haih.
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