My Rotting Life..
nope..im not bored of it.
im loving it =)

since two days ago, i've been crazy over.....
yeah..my darlings and also korean songs.

TVXQ!'s concert in Korea is just over not long.
and i heard rumours they are coming to Msia for concert too! ^^
true or not..time will tell!
their Survivor mv is out!!
it's gonna be their 26th Japanese single.



if anyone ask me how's the song, i would only say it's nice!
im BIAS! :P
and i totally love them in the black outfits. ♥♥♥

a few nights ago, asyikin msged me telling me that she's watching TVXQ! on tv.
i msged her asking what where how?!!
and she didnt reply me for quite long and then called me instead.
she was telling me it's a Thai channel and she's watching in her asrama.
it seems their place is near thailand so they could receive thai channels!!
she was making me jealous telling me it's
SM TOWN Live 09 in Bangkok!
and there's TVXQ! and Suju she's watching. Urghh
the worse thing..she don't even like any of them but just see see to cuci mata and purposely decided to tell me.
she was laughing all the way as i was scolding her! T__T
BUT the lucky part..some kind soul uploaded it on youtube! (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bABRab0nF4M&feature=channel_page

totally worth watching if you are a fan of SM TOWN.
being me..i only watch TVXQ!, Super Junior and SHInee~
they were great, awesome, fantastic!! keke
and the girls groups..ermm..*happilyskipthegirlssingingparts*


then..when i was watching Asian Takeaway on MTV (astro)
i saw two videos..
a fan of Dennis Oh and Han Ga In would probably know this..

SG Wannabe ft Kim Jong Kook - Only Wind Only Wind


meaningful song and nice mv.
Dennis Oh is handsome isnt he? hahax
i knew him from Sweet Spy drama and yea..was crazy bout him when i watch to cuci mata :x
i love his tattoo at his shoulder back! suits him..
Han Ga In is already married to an actor.
(she is the girl that changminnie likes too!)
the ending of this mv is sad BUT here's the 2nd part,

Lim Chang Kyu - New Shoes


this ending is worse than the 1st one. =.="
nice song..been trying to find the translation but to no avail.
these two songs should be quite old that i need to request in a forum to get the mp3 of the songs.

other songs that i have downloaded..
(i know its wrong downloading but i dont have that much money to buy all albums/singles =.=)

1) FT Island mini album - Jump Up


i like their songs but if u ask me more about them..
i wont know a thing :x
their songs just suit my taste and i like Bad Women in this mini album..



2) Kim Bum Soo - A Story Sadder Than Sadness (love the title)
it's an ost for upcoming drama/movie? staring kwon sang woo
just the title you know it's a sad song ;)

3) Typhoon ft Solbi - Memory of Love

4) Big Mama - Give Up

5) Rumble Fish - Rain and You


Any songs recommendation anyone? (:

music is my everything..

20th Feb 2009
well..went to to penang and stay at GGA one night
thanks to weiwen's parents for fetching us there
we reached around 5sumthing?
got some info from pn chan and talked with ms kam for a while till she needed to attend a dinner.
that's when we both get the chance to LARI DIRI!
lolz..nahhh..we went to prangin with bus just for tomyam steamboat! :)

urgghh...feels like eating tom yam again!
we both are just too crazy for food and movies.
before we went back to GGA, ww bought a movie Penelope.
reached, online a while (yes we could) and watched the cd where the guides from Thai came that day..then we bathed.
the toilets are super cool and clean. we used the upstair toilets which we assumed are for VIPS and guiders..
we kept talking and praising the toilet when we bath. lolx.
that's just so us..talking and bathing at the same time.
after that..we heated the hokkien mee and the banana&kismis kuih to eat (was given by ms kam to us)..ate again altho we were full. didnt want to waste the food!
and we bought 100plus from the machine too with ww's coins but could only afford to buy ONE can..
we were so desperate for more
that we asked the pak cik that stayed there to change coins with us..
we changed for rm3 and wanted to buy two but we got THREE with rm3! hehe
thats becuz the first time when ww press the machine, the can drink came out
BUT i saw the light there stating rm1.50 still so i faster faster press again and the machine comes out another can!!!
was so happy and kept laughing there
tried the trick again the second time but didnt work anymore :(
well..at least we got 2 cans for rm1.50 (;
we watched Penelope with ww's dvd player till 1sumthing
i shud use ww's phrase.."nice but quite meaningless".
we slept in the office with air-con and wat happened that night..
i will not tell!!! lolx


21st Feb 2009
woke up early morning and start our duty
carry chairs...swept the road. yea..ROAD!
remove the big garbage bin *faintsfromthesmell*
rush here and there..
and finally start the Walkathon 2009!
i cycled from wisma to york road and back to wisma..
for further details..ask ww. i just followed the crowd and not knowing the route :x
cant believe i ride a bicycle after more than 10+years not riding one >.<
ended around 11..
helped around and went back
thanks to ww's parents again for fetching
reached home..rush to unpack and bath
then SLEEP! *ahhh..my lovely bed*


22nd Feb 2009
its Thinking Day!
pn chan msged and wished me early in the morning
replied back and slept again.
woke up..prepared and went out with my sis to visit
STORM!!

how could i forget him..
the alaskan malamute that stole my heart away!

look like doll?! he's 101% handsomely REAL!

hugged and kissed him!
he licked my whole face and hands >.< (not a nice pic but just to show how HUGE he is ^^)

just lovee..

eeekkk...too dark! its me and Storm.
miss him already..

i will stand by you forever...

16th Feb 2009
at last see weiwen after quite long..haha
went to GGA in penang with weiwen to check bicycles for sat (walkathon)
took bus..ate in prangin..
i ordered spicy noodles and im disappointed..dont like much.
prefered weiwen's tom yam noodle!! T___T
we went to pump bicycle but it just didnt seem to work
mayb me and weiwen no skill since both of us never pump one b4!
my sis came and fetch me at nearly six
and we went to sakae sushi for dinner in QB~
me and weiwen acting like rusa masuk kampung there
cuz nvr been there b4 and too high tech for us d!! lolx
ate green tea hokkaido ice cream too!
after that went back..


18th Feb 2009
went to our second home jusco with weiwen..yea AGAIN
actually i paksa her to go with me during cny
and she kinna scold me for it (wonder if she still remember the conver in her hse..keke)
we watched Pink Panther 2!!

it was funny but i feel the first one is funnier~
i wanted to watch the curious case of benjamin button the next time
BUT jusco dont have! cis cis :(
as usual went back around 5.30.

ps: maybe i shud blame weiwen for making me a movie addict just like her!! :x

didn't have the chance...

February 6, 2009 to February 14, 2009
was in china
dont mistaken it's a tour..NO
im just going back to Fujian to visit my relatives, my father's sis&family
(long story..same dad with my father)
and they live in a really kampung place..
so, no shopping no sightseeing no high class food or watsoever..
totally a havoc trip too

first day, took plane from penang to kl to china
and bus for about 10 hours to reach the hotel..
(shud took plane to Xiamen airport instead so we didnt have to take the bus..
but for the sake of saving some money.. =.=)
well, first time i sit/sleep on a bus like this..
the bus has 32 beds..yea BEDS with a PILLOW and BLANKET!
double deckers..here how it looks inside the bus..

the bed is not straight/flat..its somewhat bend as u can see..
and that's my mom~ the close up body is my dad ^^"

reached hotel around 4am

Gold Dragon Hotel.
it's 100RMB which is our RM50 per night.
(don't go this hotel..u will noe why later)

second day..went to visit relatives
nothing much..thats the day i started to sit and listen like a doll
really boring..but the weather is nice. just like in an air-con room
i normally dont wear long sleeves, just another sleeveless jacket
(is it even called a jacket? something like tat)
then..some locals will look at me one type and worse of all,
my relatives would pester me to wear another jacket..urgh
older generation speaks another language which we dont understand
while the younger generation could speak mandarin..
other than that, i notice the ppl there especially men!!!
i could say 90% or more of them SMOKE!
they would offer their friends cigarettes.
some would put at their ear and when someone offer them again,
they take it too =.=
i seriously HATE ppl smoking. maybe not hate but DISLIKE!
i even saw a small kid smoking among the kid's frends..
i felt a bit irritated and how good if i could slap him real hard on the face! lolx
besides that, most men spit their saliva everywhere!
i saw one man SPIT on the floor in the HOUSE!
with the sound "krooooooookkkk" and SPIT! ewwww..*disgusted*
and they would drive real fast and dangerously like there's no rules
and HONK non-stop. @.@
it's so hard to cross a road..
then all of them would sometimes speak so loud like they are shouting!
when they are scolding..it's even horrible~ *dropndie*
(above are what i noticed for the almost 9days in China)


third day, went back to relative hse
i was asking my dad whether he could drive the motor then take me around
he agreed and took me to my belated grandpa's hse
it was now lived by my father's cousin
my father has 4 cousins (brothers) there..all guy. and the oldest took over the hse.
before my father leave, i ask him to take a pic..
all of them were very excited to take pics like it's a big thing!

wohoo..my father looks so tall and huge! :x
there's only the oldest and the youngest cousins in this pic
by the end of the trip, he asked me to delete this pic..
keep on reading and u will noe why ;)

after that stop at the third brother..meat (pig) gerai.

him..cutting the pork meat

pork meat and pig's legs

look closely..the see thru cloth.
its a pig head!

this is their dentist clinic
and we complaining bout ours?!! eekk

after that went to visit a friend's hse..
booked a somewhat like a bus to go (since the whole family wanted to follow =.=)
the friend hse is somewhat high on the mountain..
the road to his hse is like genting road..

the view from the friend's hse

the kitchen~

the "living room"
don't be surprised! they are real weird
altho the hse has not renovated finish..they moved in to stay
its like they have money..they renovate bit by bit...

stairs to go up the hse..

their rabbits..for the purpose of selling~

the pigs...

and this are for sale too to make medicine!
dunno what is it called.
but the bugs are just...*shivers*

i even witness how they catch a pig to go slaughter (is tat the word?)
they pig rebel and made noises but well,
how could it fight with a few men..

fourth day, went to visit my grandfather's good frend..
he sells gold.

whoever hse we go..there will be tea, sunflower seed (kuaci), fruits etc
its a sure thing
and their habit..they throw their rubbish (orange skin, kuaci's shells etc) on the FLOOR! o.o
of coz this pic, all the rubbish on the table is cuz of my dad, mum and me! ^^"

then we went and bought all the things needed for prayers (pai choh sen) the next day..
(it's my father purpose to go china niway)
i think most chinese knows this..the place where all the same surname (family) go to pray at that place..


fifth day, went to market early morning and buy the remaining things/food.
after finish preparing..off we went to pray..

the place..

father praying..

all the food...

the unexpected thing happened..
everything went well untill the oldest bro (reminder : the 4 bros) arrived
thats when the havoc start.
my father's sis is not in a good term with the bros
so they were saying each other
and the next thing, they started to QUARREL! =.=
my dad, mum and me just stood there and look
since we dun understand the language..
whatever they said..i dont wish to write here..
(i was a victim tat time too!! have to listen to that oldest bro nag to me) *sigh*
all i can say..they acted so uneducated and shouting like....*speechless*
blaming each other..
but our guess...both sides aso not innocent =.=
my dad was kind of angry cuz the prayer havent end yet and they were fighting there.
it's like the moyang-moyang cant even eat in peace..
we need to pull both side so they dont fight!
so we packed soon after that and went back.

and another set of food to pray my father's sis's mom!
(yeap..different place. my father's sis hse there)

my father spent around RM1000+ for all the food
and based on my father's nephew there...that is only the medium prayer..
a huge prayer will cost around RM2000!
well..all is just lies! cuz we heard the neighbour saying there has never been as huge prayer like this all these years.
we bought 3 chickens, 3 ducks, 80 the red kuih (ang ku), meat, fish, fruits and others.. =.=
my father thought many ppl would come and eat so he didnt mind bout it
in the end..no one except us eating..
so we were like O.O
im just speechless..it's definitely true that ppl scared to go back china cuz they are real greedy!
ok..i shouldnt say bad bout them -.-
gonna stop this topic.

at night..we went to town to witness the parade for chap goh meh~
we waited for nearly 2 hours before it start..me and my mum separated with my dad
when it's starting, everyone is pushing and 2 men stand beside me nearly fight.
the amount of ppl is more than the ppl in penang altogether! (tat's wat my dad said)
my mum did bertekak with a girl cuz we cant get out of the crowd when we gave up watching cuz not interesting or nice at all..
we were stuck in the crowd till it ends @.@
my mum kept saying she will never go and watch if given money aso!
while me saying "i watch concert aso no need like that!" lolx
my dad's jacket, the zip head was pulled off cuz got stuck with an old lady's clothe =.=


the sixth day, as usual went to the kampung place
and sit and talk..last day there and im kinna glad!


the seventh day, woke up early and find for food at the morning market
went back to hotel and check out..the hotel cheated us rm50..a night's money!!
my father was angry and scolded the girl.
so now..my father is piss off with the hotel and aso the 4 bros!
took a taxi to my father's frend hse..she often came to malaysia to sell things last time..
not the greedy type..we stayed in her hse for a day..


the eight day, went to morning market
and took the bus (yeah..the sleeping one again!) back to macau airport
reach around 7sumthing the next day


the ninth day, whole day sitting plane =.=
from macau to kl to penang.

early in the morning in macau airport..

macau plane..

and our "lovely" airasia!

reached home at night~
my bed, my com, my bathroom!
all seems like heaven to me!! kaka


that's the end of my china trip.
not a fun one but it's ok..
i enjoyed the fireworks there at night..
and i saw a clothes shop withhhh...

hankyung and siwon poster! ^^

couldnt be happier..
i mean..even when i heard rainism by rain (not a fan) at a small mall,
i kept looking around finding the source~
lol..it just made me feel home.

END

oh yeah, ju's bday!! i always forget ppl's bday
and she's mad at me! hehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JU!!
and
Happy Valentine's Day~
to everyone...

whatever it is, it happened..

February 5, 2009 Thursday
went to the market with mom again..
then go pray..
once reach home is ad late so help mom to sweep the hse..
online whole day till night and then pack my luggage~
yesh..i will be going back to my hometown aka China!
will be back on ♥ Valentine's Day ♥
chaoz..

what's waiting for me?

CNY 2009~

February 4th, 2009
went to jusco again! ^^"
this time is with weiwen~
well, we both claimed agreed that jusco is our 2nd home.
main purpose..watch movie!!
seriously there're too many movies we both wanted to watch! T____T
as usual after we stand like 87687553 minutes..we decided to watch
INKHEART~ :)

it's NICE! i recommend it..kaka
at least nicer than Underworld 3 :x
went for Laksa Shack..
then shop a while~


im not sure if any of my friends know about this..
but i seriously HATE ppl who ACCUSE me or other ppl
are they too free to do that?
making up LIES and STORIES then start telling to everyone?
or worse, BACKSTABBING their own friends
but in front faking ACTING all goody and friendly.
some acted like they know it all and ASSUMING things.
while some don't even have the rights to say the others..
but what's the reason behaving that ways..fame? pleasure? popularity? =.=
all these will only lead to misunderstandings and fights
(maybe that's the purpose those ppl act that way)
can't all just live in peace and learn to let things go?
i usually didn't bother bout all these but when it involves my close friends,
i do feel angry behalf of them!
whatever it is, i believe God is always fair to us.

think before you act, there's always karma~

CNY 2009~

time for me to update
*nooooooooo...it will take hours T__T lazylazylazy*
starting...


January 26, 2009 Monday
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
the best day of chinese new year! its the first day of cny and i went to veen's hse.
we talk and crap and wait for weiwen to arrive.
nothing much to crap tho since veen came to my hse the day b4 to see me and talk since she said she DON'T really remember my face anymore!! *kicksveen*
so we watched boys over flowers in youtube a while and her ns moments till ww arrived.
we crap and took pics and watch tv. my favourite pic of the day>>>>>

pic credit to weiwen!! kakaka..(she loves veen's grandma more!)

my sis came to fetch me around 7pm to go to my sis friend's hse.
im just tagging along and im happy i did. altho i kept quiet all the time and just listen to my sis and her friends talking and joking (i did laugh at their jokes and played cards with them and surprisingly i won a lot of times..my lucky day i guess ^^) but one thing that made my day...my sis friend's dog.. alaskan malamute!!

his name is STORM..

and Storm is real huge
(just imagine his face size is just like the size of my head!!)

and i LOVE Storm!!!
(took this pic when he came near me)

Storm lives at the lorong of their hse. they build one house? ermm..i dunno what i shud call it but Storm could walk around in it and it's AIR-CON!!
such a lucky dog eh..
i was so shocked when i see Storm and yeah..kinna scared. who would not. if he jump at me i dont think i will have another chance to breathe.
but i'm relieved when i heard Storm is friendly and he dont bite/bark! such lovely dog!! ♥
i was really disappointed when i couldn't touch him as his owner didnt let him out from his hse. scared that the guests would be scared and run away.
i MISS Storm.. T__T
reached home nearly 3am..

January 27, 2009 Tuesday
escaped from balik kampung with 2nd sis!
rot at home...sleepppp
*sorry to yoongie for not replying ur msg tat afternoon..was sleeping*


January 28, 2009 Wednesday
went to weiwen hse for cny.. had steamboat~ i miss her steamboat!
well, we planned for lobhie's small bday party cuz we didnt get to celebrate with her on her bday. so i bought a cake (share with ww) and head to ww hse around 12..
talk talk juliet arrive..talk talk at last lobhie arrive!!
so glad she didnt ppk..if not im gonna kill her!! >.<
after we eat, we went back to ww's room and talk again~
then ww and ju went to prepare the cake while me distracting lobhie and talking craps.
when ww and ju came in with the cake, i love the moment!
lobhie was shocked and she screamed a bit..kaka
she even forget to blow the candles and she wants to cut the cake terus!! O.o
hope she is happy with the small bday surprise~ ^^

i chose this chocolate cake cuz i love these ladybirds! cuteee

January 29, 2009 Thursday
once again..i rot :)
online till the next morning and........
(continue below)


January 30, 2009 Friday
followed mum to pasar and lepak lepak till 9sumthing
came back home, helped mom around with chores
then cant sleep yet so watch tv and had lunch..
forgot what time i sleep that day..shud be around afternoon evening =.=
and once again, sorry to yoongie that i didnt go to her hse to "pai ni" >.<


January 31, 2009 Saturday
woke up around 10am
followed sis go out again to penang.
her kind friend fetched us ;)
not much..just went to a few of her friend hse then to the mall.
lepakkk
went home and online till the next day
(continue below)


February 1, 2009 Sunday
followed my parents and 2nd sis to breakfast then send her to bus stop..
went home then went to pasar with mum again!
after that online..till i received a sms from rude janice saying she wanna invade my hse =.=
she's been bothering me since tuesday? fine la...let her come.
ask her come asap but she said dont want..2.30 (tat time is 1.30)!
seriously she's interupting my sleeping time!! T__T
she brought sarah along and then yvette came too.
as usual..talk crap gossip go crazy.
jan and sarah went back around 5 while yvette went back around 10pm.
and so...after 24 hours i didnt have the slightest sleep,
i went to bed around 10.30pm *zzzzzzzzzzz*


February 2, 2009 Monday
normal day. help around in the afternoon and night since that night we're praying to "sky god"/"sky grandather"
my head was throbbing at night but still help around then pray..
i slept and expected someone to wake me up when the prayer is finish but no one did
so i slept till the next day..kinna regret tho that i kinna miss the praying night


February 3, 2009 Tuesday
went out with sarah. why? cuz she offered to be my driver~ hhaaha not entirely true.
but since she said she could take me out..why reject right?! ^^
went to jusco and watch Underworld 3 - Rise of The Lycans.

urm..i didnt watch the 1st and 2nd before..
i was tempted to watch when im there since i love vampires and werewolves!
but i find this a bit boring?! not that interesting and nice as i expected.. :(
after that went to sarah hse a while and to InsaDunia to eat..
was chatting with her till nearly 9.30pm and she drop me home~
thanks to her for taking me out..
slept early and woke up 5.30am
(continue next post for February 4th,2009)


ps: it is often said that pics speak a thousand words..
but i guess mine is words speak a thousand pictures?! ^^"

what's done is done..