Nothing seem to go smooth for me

i may look like and sounds fine

but the truth is..

i felt hurt by a lot of things.

still i would comfort myself,

"Just ignore it.

It's not going to be for long.

Just go with the flow.

I will not lose.

Just think bout something happy.

Everything's going to be FINE.

Just live.

And see what's more to come..."

i dislike it when 'you' judge me,

because 'you' just can't see it..

To break down and cry out loud
like there's no tomorrow
just the temptation of it
if i could i would.

it just happens
at times..