Monday, December 28, 2009

Merry Christmas!
i know it's over already...too soon.
still me and my both sis haven't open our presents yet
(bought for one another)
why?
hmnnn..quite busy this christmas 09
and my first sis havent even buy for my second sis yet! hufff
so we are delaying our 'opening presents' session. =.=

went out with veen and weiwen on christmas to jusco
(if i/we ever wonder in the future where that one girl named
Lobhie went to...
WE FOUGHT FOR GOOD!
haha..if that ever happens. she's just still in KL~[; )
so..cuz of me and veen failed to wake up..
we reached jusco near 2pm..
bought movie tickets and ate in Nando's..
(seriously, whenever lobhie or veen is back to penang,
i will at least go to Nando's once! o.o)
we watched...

Sherlock Holmes.
not too bad. quite funny in certain parts.
but some parts are boring to me? maybe it's just me.
bought a few stuffs before going back home. (:


i just realized school reopens next monday..
totally stoned.
no more on9-ing for hours..
which means..
no more tvxq updates everyday..
no more fb games everyday..
no more fanfictions everyday..
no more youtube-ing everyday..
no more msn-ing everyday..
S.I.G.H
add to my depression, i haven't touch any of my homework yet.
don't even start with the word STUDY with me.
way to go sueteng.


something random..
don't rainbow somehow bring hope to people?
i often get excited when i see one. (:



091226.
Happy 6th Anniversary
together as FIVE,
no more, no less.
Always Keep the Faith..


Sunday, December 20, 2009

my december 2009 life is filled with tuitions!!
2.5hours of maths tuition 3 days of per week..
3hours of chemy tuition 2 days per week
2.5hours of pa tuition 4days straight starting of dec
2hours of bio tuition once a week
ekkk..i can't handle well to be honest.
i haven't start revising and my homework untouched o.o
wasted my holidays again?
why is my 'history' repeating itself again and again. ARGH

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okay..so i went to the 41st District Interact Conference
held in INTI Nilai, KL
with weiwen, siew yin, janice, sarah and suhsian.
it was the first time a conference is being planned/organized by interactors (between age 15 to 18 but i think mostly are form 3 and 4?) for interactors. pretty cool actually.
i mean.. hey, they are still quite young but they managed to carry out all the activities being planned for 700 interactors.
that's a big number.
can't deny there are tooo many SPEECHES. but some were interesting with humorous rotaracts and i learned a few things here and there.

on the last day, there's this Q&A session...one interactor spoke out
( i bet many interactors felt the same way) but i'm like O.O. maybe it's just me but i felt she should at least used a better tone and let the rotaract a chance to speak.

many complained bout not given much time to interact with others.
time is given actually. just need to grab it yourself.

not enough time for talentime and it's rude for the mcs to stop them?
i agreed i was disappointed and wanted to watch every performance/sketch till the end. but couldn't blame much. they were trying to follow the schedule/timetable whatever you call it. they just didnt want to end late night. shouldn't ppl respect that then? plus rule was clearly said that time given for every group is SIX minutes. why the blame and unsaticfactory?

some said the speeches are way too much but i heard 2 years back, the speeches were far more boring. means there are improvement. be grateful?

games under hot sun? i complained at the beginning too to fend off the hotness. LOL. imagine 700ppl. where on earth they could held indoor games for that. so couldn't blame much..

food was not that great but maybe the budget prob?

some rooms are air-con and some are not? urmmm..im lucky i got the air-con one. but some rooms are just without air-cons. couldn't expect them to install in every room for this conference? o.o"

just one thing im not satisfied..
using too many polystyrene foodware.
but yea. thumbs up to the organising committee.
and i found out and realises a lot of things
through the conference bout ppl.
whether i like it or not i'll have to close an eye.

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watched Princess and the Frog last wednesday
with weiwen and family after tuition in sunway carnival.

not too bad. quite funny.
a must watch for disney's fans.
i WANT to watch Avatar and coming soon Vampire's Assistant! hmnn.

lastly to end this post...


Happy Birthday
to

♥ Kim Jun Su ♥
a miracle from heaven on
December 15, 1986.

cutest kid ever ♥
hope to see them him smile soon!~


before you criticize/condemn others,
please look into the mirror first.
it just gets on my nerve when
someone acts just the way
that someone condemn others.


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

MOVIE. MOVIE. MOVIE.
just love watching in the cinema with the
big screen and sound effect.
(minus some unpleasant smell sometimes)

so last week, i watched with my 1st sis
A Christmas Carol in Queensbay.

it's another good one from Disney.
i think seeing your past, present and future is
a good thing to remind you where you stand.
but my sis said it's boring! geeezzz..just not her cup of tea.

last sunday, went for movies back-to-back again with both my sis in Sunway.
first, Ninja Assasin..

whoever is a fan of Rain should really watch this movie. NICE.
though i don't like Rain much, can't deny he has nice body here..
well, he actually trained real hard for like how many monthS for this movie surviving with only steamed food! so yea, imagine how hard he survived through those months, even you don't like him much,
go watch the movie! ;)
it's quite violent with blood spurting everywhere
(looks a bit fake though)
another thing, i like the kid that acts as kid-Raizo (Rain in the movie)! he looked so familiar to me and then i realize he's
Seung Woong, who went to StarKing show as mini-jaejoong. too bad he's bald in this movie. good to see him in it though.

the movie i wanted to watch since forever...
2012

at last i watched it.
urmmm..well, im just speechless watching
how the world is going to end.
i think it will be worst if it really happens.
while watching this, i just know that..
i'm going to have lots of regrets if the world does end in 2012.
i have yet to do so many things.
so so many things...


monday. sunway. lobhie, weiwen and san.
Twilight Saga : New Moon

i dont like twilight much.
everyone who loves twilight gonna bash me now.
but seriously..i still can't accept the fact vampire under the sun and becomes shiny? SHINY?
and i dont find edward is handsome at all. :x
bella kind of used jacob...no? i feel bad for him
(and yea, he has a nice body!)
it's kind of draggy too. i was thinking when the movie is gonna end.
thankfully im sitting with weiwen. we made a few jokes througout the movie. so it was ok :p
[p/s: im watching for the sake of watching and if it's not the 3 person above...(as in lobhie, ww and san), i don't think i will watch it o.o]


between these 4 movies, i have to say
NINJA ASSASIN is the best.
maybe cuz i like actions better...
2012 is devastating!

it's December!
time to repent. UGH
tuitions are just 'pain in the neck...'


SIGHing

Thursday, November 19, 2009


i messed up.

darn it!

i felt so useless..

Sunday, November 15, 2009


one more week for school end holiday!

♥♥♥♥♥

it's sure nice to hang out with friends
especially the ones i haven't seen for some time..

<3

Friday, October 16, 2009

now i know why form6 is said to be the toughest!
just like what janice said in her blog,
IT'S REAL DEPRESSING!
*sigh*
however i'm depressed till i'm numb now.
maths paper2 and PA paper1 to go..

not prepared for this exam
and last minute studying is definitely not an option anymore.


going crazy..

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Bad Luck
is still following me around.

depressed by many things lately
thought i would be better after the installation
but no..things just happen
would like to say SORRY to the interactors who got food poisoning after that
who would have thought it'll turn out this way.
just hope things get better soon.


tried my best
if it's meant to happen,
just have to accept it..

Sunday, September 20, 2009


i just want to stay home
off my handphone
and every other ways from reaching the outside world.
i just need time to be alone.
but
too bad, i need to face the reality.
im tired of many things.



sometimes..it bothers me,
why do i care so much for other people's feelings..
who actually care how i feel?

Sunday, September 13, 2009

the meeting with the District Governor, Mr. Leslie Salehuddin was not as i expected!
thankful that he's so friendly and a joker at the same time. ^^
my all time fav. joke..MCC - mong cha cha!~
(im sure ww, jan and cj remember MCC)
(:

thanks to weiwen, janice, cheejiang and sundrra
for coming to this meeting too.


and today..there's a new member in Tew family!
presenting..

MinMin. <3
my hamster! got from sarah and the cage from janice.
thanks again to both of them.
urmm..im clueless with naming
and my first sis with stupid names..pompom, chubby, cuckoo and some rated names. hmph.
then while talking to my second sis on the phone..suddenly i was babbling and MinMin just came into my mind. i hope this name is permanent for him. lolx
he's just so active and wouldnt let us touch/catch him ):
still cute nonetheless.. <3
shall wait KenKen (my 2nd sis's hamster) to be back next week~


just want some time to rest and
think of nothing..


Friday, September 11, 2009

i got my All About Dong Bang Shin Ki 3 at last! ^^

just that the poster is missing.
wonder when it's arriving..*waiting*


i feel so lost right now. O.O
tomorrow/today will be meeting with the rotarians to
present the next year activities for interact club.
gahhh..im so nervous! quite sure im going to tremble & stutter in front while presenting
(i hope it doesnt happen ==)
im so not ready
):


hectic hectic hectic..

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i havent update for around 2 weeks?
been real busy and lazy..
(yea..although im busy i still have time to laze around a bit)

where should i start?
back to my hols? hmnnn
to sum up my hols, i went to penang for 3 days 2 nights with janice (her dad got free hotel stay), sarah and suh sian. main purpose..catch insects for bio project. well, the trip was overall great just that..been raining that few days. went to the beach too..then lepak around. suhsian was snapping our photos randomly and her cam phone just has to be darn fast. janice was her victim mostly. quite a lot of things happened but im too lazy to blog bout it. ^^"
(im actually waiting for janice to update her blog on this trip!)
did my homework and laze around then voila..
hols finish without me knowing. argh.
oh..and it was my first time playing snooker (in the hotel). nice!

veen was back for hols!
but i only get to hang out with her around 4 times or so?
blame the school and tuitions ):
will be waiting for lobhie and veen together back in december~
it's been forever since four of us hang out at the same time.

besides that,
been crazy with ww a few times and didnt manage to blog bout it..
so..here's what we did..

taking pic in the hotel toilet (fav place [;)
can't remember what hotel..rasa sayang? hmnnn..
we went just for the toilet after dinner with my sis and her friend.
then the toilet worker came in to check on something
in the end, due to our paiseh-ness, we gave up with this blur pic.

the ghostly us in the car!


with veen and san in swensen..

eiei..what's so interesting?!

the fakers.

^^

hope things turn out the way i wanted...



Monday, August 17, 2009

<WARNING! for the last PICTURE in this post>

the whole last week is not really a good one.
i've been cursed! nahh...just joking. or maybe? o.o
okay...

Monday - Ujian Cermin Diri
PA, Chemy and Muet. not too bad since there's not really much to read.

Tuesday - Cont. Ujian Cermin Diri
Bio and Maths. bio is only one and half chapter but im dying. i DID NOT study finish..expecting to fail. maths only 4 questions for 100 marks. so even 1 mark is so important! =.=

Wednesday - Late to School
my mom forgot to set her alarm clock. and me..i think i shut off my hp alarm without knowing. great!
i slept till 7.11am and suddenly open my eyes (miracle thing).
i was wondering why the sky is so bright and dont i need to go school?
blurly i took my hp to see the time and day. shocked..jumped out of bed and woke my mom and prepared to go school.
mom blamed it on me for sleeping late. still i dont think it's my fault cause my sleeping time is always that time.
reached school around 7.35? prefects were there waiting.
punishment = pick up rubbish.
fine.
need to fill in form to be signed by guru disiplin and my class teacher. fine.
but on the way to my class, i FELL down at the corridor (no one was around). and so..my bottle, chemy book and my file FLEW away from my hands. two teachers heard and one asked whether im ok. quickly picked up my things and said im fine.i thought i am till i felt the sting on my knee then realised my knee is scratched and bleed. SIGH. i shouldnt go to school that day!

Thursday - Tired Day
nothing much happened.

Friday - Outing
at last what planned with janice went as planned(not entirely). went to sunway to search for pen as bday present for my class teacher.
then went to pasar malam near my hse by walking from my hse. both of us were cracking jokes the whole day that i need to ask janice to stop making me laugh and vice versa cause we were tired + we have tuition at night.
after one day of walk, my injured knee is swollen and red and pain. gahhh.

Saturday - School on Weekend?!
it's a school day to replace Deepavali.

Sunday - Get to On9 at Last BUT..
at last the TM person came to fix my phone line. i was NOT ABLE to ON9 for almost one whole week? and i missed out a lot of things ==
and then..i found out

All About Dong Bang Shin Ki 3 First Press Edition is OUT for print and no longer available in yesasia!
for goodness sake, it's not even released yet? o.o
i was angry with my sis since i asked her to preorder earlier for a few times but she did not.
and look what happens now. ]:

so basically, this week is not my week.
and i have so many things i need to do that im feeling so GUILTY now.

and bout the warning for the last pic,
here it is....

my injured-ugly-ewwww-weird looking knee.
it may look disgusting but if it's on your knee, you wont feel so.
it hurts and keeps coming out liquid. just hope it wont leave scars.
*SIGHHHH*


lastly, Happy Fake Birthday to Veen on 16th Aug! (;



i want to escape this reality..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

someone said my blog has a lot of spider webs..*ahem*
so here's something SHORT bout what's happening to me

life is getting busier with school..
as usual..homeworks and tuitions and school activities.
and 24 hours a day is definitely NOT enough for me!
i don't even have the time to online now.
how i got outdated on my fav band and
how i miss reading fanfics..
just missing sitting in front of the com.

getting used to hsbm and my class now.
my class only has 18ppl including me so yea..
not hard to know who's present and who's not.

names are not a prob too since im the treasurer
and mostly are from cbm..


last saturday was Hari K.
what can i say, every food is darn expensive and
dont attract me much.

there's not much of variation.
and i dont quite enjoy since im in charge of the ice cream stall for interact.
but this hari k is quite boring..so it's ok.
thought of going to the ghost house but it cost rm4. *forget it*
saw jade, jorene and nisha~ it's been a while since i saw them.
conclusion, everything is just so-so. hmnn

and monday, went to cherok tok'un with
janice, jade, rusheni and suhsian.

original plan with janice - take jungle road up and come down tar road. (wont be so tiring)
last minute - tar road up, jungle road down.
after how many years, my only exercise is in front of my lovely com..
i nearly died climbing the hill..*exaggerate*
and suhsian aimed for the peak. WTH
i wanted to give up at the 3rd stage and
ask them to go on without me. keke.

but NO. they refused to let me escape! ):
so yea..im tortured till the peak.
(i could say i tortured them too since they need to wait for me. ^^")
i even found my name on the 'pondok' that i carved during form 1 for KGT that time.
we played game and losers did the punishments.

janice - tell an indian uncle that he's handsome and muscular! (i have the video. anyone interested..feel free to ask me! kekeke)
janice and me - eat biscuit together. one ppl one end. looks like we kissing it seems. (video recorded in jade's hp but not saved! wasted lo..)
rusheni - confessing her love to CJ, one of our classmate when we were in school (a success!)
jade - escaped as we couldnt think of anything and she's going back to N9 on sunday! ):
suhsian - yet to be punished. can't think of anything she's afraid of. @.@

some left out events, just hope janice will blog bout it! (;
and all the pics we took, need to steal from janice's phone soon~
i need my sleep.


i miss online-ing

Monday, June 15, 2009

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to
my EERIE YOONGIE! ♥

you may be legal but don't overuse your freedom! :P
may all your dreams come true eerie ♥!
and i hope you don't hurt your leg anymore in the future~

ps: trust you for life... (^.~)/



fyi...

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Happy Birthday
to

♥ Park Yoo Chun ♥
a miracle from heaven on
June 4, 1986.

♥ wish him all the best!~


currently, im into their new song Stand By U.
releasing on July 1st but the PV drama ver is out! :)


this song is suitable and also a good reminder to couples.


time will not stop for you...


Wednesday, June 3, 2009


didn't update my blog for quite some time.
well, it's school life again.
the similar routines everyday..
school. tuitions. homeworks. study. *sigh*
i really should think at the brighter side. ==
niway, having my mid-year 2 weeks hols now!! (:
went for Angels and Demons last Sunday with my sis in Jusco.

the movie is quite good.
quite obvious who's the bad guy. should i buy the book?!
usually book ver is a lot better.
but..hmnn..$ and time *shakes head*


and then, me and ww went to Jusco again today.
we did our homework in the library..good students right?! hehe
and for our usual jusco activity = watch movie!
both of us wanted to watch Night in The Museum 2!~
we miss watching movies in cinema.

nice movie and real funny.
i like to see Owen Wilson in there. he's always making all the jokes.
and the three angels statues singing. cute. LOL
(turned out to be the Jonas brothers! NOOOOO! why them? =.=)

then, went to purnama for bio tuition and last minute, lau pan niang came and told the whole class that none of the clerks contacted the teacher. so the class was cancelled ==
just because the clerk on the afternoon shift and night shift doesnt like each other, we became the victims.
can't they be more responsible? o.o
thanks ww for fetching me back home.

*current craving and favourite:-
green tea ice cream.
(T___T)*


baby come back to me,
i'll be everything you need...

Monday, May 18, 2009

met up with lobhie yesterday! (:
at last after how looooongggg...
definitely enjoyed talking to her
and sure thing..updating each other.
we went to Queensbay, BM town and then Jusco.
we were so lost and blurrr..
but it's okay..we got what we wanted!~
thanks lobhie for fetching me all over penang and
helping me getting all the school stuffs i needed. LoL
come back soon girl. ♥

we ate in Kim Gary. and i ordered the
salmon+abalone (double) cheese baked rice!
seriously, i want to go again.
and this pic is dedicated to weiwen who is a cheese lover like me too. keke


today went to GGA to celebrate our
Big Line Up
got into the Malaysia's Book of Records~
helped around as usual
and the best thing..it ended quite early! ^^

in a few hours, there it goes again. SCHOOL.
another week past. another week now. another week ahead.
one month will be gone soon..months by months.
is it just me or the time pass faster when there's school? ==
hmn. seriously i dont feel HSBM is that bad.
it's normal to me. every place just has its own rules.
and there's always pros and cons.
just have to get used to it someway somehow.
so yea, im surviving with ww in different class. /e5
currently, im sitting alone but i love it. okay..maybe not love but LIKE~ :)
reason? PRIVACY!~ *evil laugh* and i could concentrate more.
so it's not a bad idea afterall...


lastly, i received my LANYARD last thursday!
i played a game in Shinki! forum and i got this lanyard as the prize.
(although not the first prize which is u-know-who single T-T)

but this lanyard is nice!
LOVING IT!~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


embrace me,
my bed...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

came back from KL yesterday.
main purpose going KL earlier than my parents to fetch my sis back is
to run away from bm hill a moment and for food :x
took a bus on thursday.
to shorten things up...

i had my NATTO at last!!
but taste weird? it tasted like something burnt O.o
i don't believe it!! is this the smelly natto that everyone been saying?!
i want the REAL 100% NATTO!! :(

the jap curry rice.
not spicy and not sweet?
can't describe the taste but it's not much diff from our curry!

and the melon and green tea ice-cream!!
im craving for green tea ice cream now. hmm

from Papa's Beard. Nice.
with chocolate and vanilla fillings.

Gelato Ice-cream!
okay..me and my sis ate halfway before taking this pic. LOL

lastly, my ice lemon tea. never bored of it.

others..i didnt take any pics. :x
didnt get to meet up with lobhie and veen in KL
cause of my sis and my no sense of direction in KL~ ==


and today..went to HSBM for registration and orientation
okay..it's just boring to be in the hall.
and we dont have a class till thursday T-T
with my sleepiness..hmnn..
and going school without seeing the faces i see always is just too weird. :x
although there's quite a lot of CBM girls that went to F6.
sighh..


rotting life ended,
my freedom is slipping away...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

kyaaaaa...today is my first tuition after around 5 months?!
it's maths tuition with Mr. Na!
together with weiwen and rusheni.
oh god. maths make me go crazy and @@
and my brain is not functioning well. berkarat karat karat
this is just starting..hope i don't die so soon. ==


and
Tohoshinki's Japan Live Tour 2009
started on 4th May in Kobe, Japan..^^


unfortunately..junsu sprained his leg during the rehearsal
on the concert day itself.
he was on the wheelchair and
couldn't dance during the concert T-T
*sighh..*

i wish i could wipe that sadness off his face...

nonetheless, junsu still looks good and cute on the wheelchair. ^^
and if he's alone, it's a lot easier for me to get him and.... :x
he may not perform in his best self but his voice is enough for us now ♥
although i love him dancing and looking hot and sexy.. :x
hope junsu get well soon and not too upset over it
i'm anticipating for their performances with FIVE of them!
i need more HQ fancams. T-T

XIAH JUNSU FIGHTING!!
^^v

pics credits as tagged.

invaded my mind..

Friday, May 1, 2009


finally finished Akai Ito series.
seriously, I love the story line..
although as much as I didn't want to believe in fate and destiny,
it is unexplainable sometimes..
anyone reading this, if you are free, please watch it!

and the messages in every episodes...



God tied you and I together by your little finger with a long red string,
This bond of this destiny cannot be seen
and there is no map to you
So I will fall in love with you when I meet you.
-episode 1

What is the boundary between being friends and being lovers?
Perhaps you only find out once you've crossed it.
My love, it may have started that day.
-episode 2

Our first encounter was by chance.
Our second meeting was destiny.
If this is true,
is it also our destiny to pass each other by?
-episode 3

Why is it?
Why is it that we think it's so important
that we live without hurting anyone, I wonder?
-episode 4

You can't put your true feelings into words.
I can't express my important feelings.
If the two of us could exchange the feelings in our hearts would we see..
Would we see that destiny was on our side?
-episode 5

There's so much I want to tell you.
There's so much I want to hear.
But, if after learning everything, our love breaks..
Then, I'd rather be as I am now.
-episode 6

When I think about my friends...
When I think about the one I like...
There's something important that's always just out of sight...
Is there really anything out there I can count on?
-episode 7

I never even realized
so many people were there protecting me.
The important thing was that I
had to lose them to realize it.
-episode 8

-
-episode 9

-
-episode 10

Is everyone doing well?
-episode 11


-END-


赤い糸

Monday, April 27, 2009

yesterday went to veen's hse at night.
it was our 'last' gathering before everyone goes with their own path..
college/matric/form6/other ways of education
veen, yoong, sannie, andrea, jade, geena, rusheni, sharoon, rosshini, ju, ww and me. (did i left anyone out?! :x)
it was nice seeing all of them again. and im not sure when's the next time i will be seeing those faces!!
(urmm..i'll be seeing ww, rusheni and sharoon in f6?)
but i hope they would succeed their dreams and
i wish them all the best. (:
due to my lazyness...want pics?!
go to veen's blog! (im advertising for you veen. =p)


today went out with shu ting after how many months i didnt see her
met her in jusco and got back my autograph book.
ate lunch in secret recipe and
kind of update each other what's happening..
then walk around..till 3.30 she went back.
i rushed to buy movie tickets to watch with my sis
and bought some stuff i needed.
when my sis arrived, we went to autocity for Subway.
kind of crazy but we were craving for it.
then went back to jusco..loitering around cause the movie is at 7pm.
we watched....

Akai Ito @ Threads of Destiny.
i was really excited to watch this movie since i saw the advertisement in Astro.
i thought it was showing in Astro?! no? @.@
so i was shocked when i saw it's airing in cinema. and whole day, 7pm is the only time available?! ^^"
i have to admit, the guy is cute! kaka..
BUT the movie is quite boring and confusing at the end..
they were not together?
they wrote TO BE CONTINUED too! *drops*
i guess there will be a second part.
and i made some research, there were series ver too with the same casts. could be watched online..will be watching soon
(when i have time!)
BUT the OST is awesome. LOVING the song.



it's by HY - 366日.
just downloaded and the piano ver. is LOVE.

Translation:
I'm fine with it

It was a love which seemed to be fine like this
Even though I knew you cant return

I wanted to be connected to you
Its the first time I had such a feeling
as time goes by we could only meet occasionally

Verbal promises were natural
Im fine with it as well...

This wish which wont come true anyway
That you will fall in love with me again
Such a transient wish of mine
I want to meet you today as well

I'm fine with it

It was a love which seemed to be fine like this
Before I knew, you even refused to meet
When Im alone I start thinking
At that time, should I had rather forgotten?
But these tears are the answer arent they?
I can't lie to my heart

Its almost scary that I can remember your smell, your action and everything.
Its weird isnt it? Please say so and laugh
Even though were seperated.
It's nothing but you

I never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad.
I realized that I was serious about you.
Its almost scary that I can remember your smell, your action and everything.
Its weird isnt it? Please say so and laugh
Even though were seperated. It's nothing but you.
You are the person inside me I cant forget about. The person who offered everything
Even if you can never return anymore
Right now its only you...Just you
Nothing but you.

credit to calpisuu@Youtube for the vid and translation.


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Friday, April 24, 2009

went to the vet with my parents and my dog, Ah San.
cause Ah San's ears became swollen, not exactly swollen,
something like bubble?!
because the veins at his ears disconnected putus!!
at first is only one ear.
my parents didnt bother to bring him to the vet till now. ==
we have to push Ah San all the way into the car
cause he just would not budge.
in the car, he was shaking and shivering.
must be too scared. poor him T-T
then i saw Ah San's eyes watery!! omg. yea..he's crying. ):
after injection, went home and he was so glad to be back..running back to the corridor of my hse.
he was given medicines too. if his ears still like that after a few days, he need to undergo a surgery..@.@


my Ah San. (pic taken long ago)
no pics of his ears now..
hope he get well soon!

and my other dog, Ah Pui.
keke..they are brothers! ♥


will never be forgotten..

Sunday, April 19, 2009

loser loser loser!
yeap. i'm the big loser for tonight
want to know why?! continue to read..
(it's 5.36am and im blogging about it before i sleep!)

i went out dinner with my sis and her 4 other friends tonight in
Cia Hiang restaurant.

the highlight of dishes of the night is

the crab claypot rice!
it tastes normal though and....

"Standing Chicken"!
as you can see the fire..and later on they pour some sauce on top.

after dinner, we decided to go Autocity!
at first my sis wanted to go Sega but in the end all of us ended up in BED.
here's how i became the loser of the day started.

we drank red wine.

and we started to play UNO cards.
after first round, they came up with this..who lose need to do a dare said by the winner!
okayyy..im the FIRST to LOSE!
and they dared me to ask for a guy's number!! T-T
did i do it?! what do you guys think? im wayyy to innocent for this right?! =p
and my sis was telling me "it's ok..just go to the counter and take the name card of the guy worker!" so, i listened and walked to the counter...but there was NO name cards! yea..my sis's "GOOD IDEA"!
and my sis's friend was following me to check on me.
i wanted to ask but the 2 guy workers were kind of busy and i was asking my sis's friend if i really need to do it and HOW?!!! o.o
my sis came to the rescue at last! she went and ask one of the guy on the cashier's no. and told him that she lost a bet. the guy then gave my sis a name card. okay...terlepas aku!!

then another round. i LOSE again! *drops*
my sis's friend indirectly said "i was thinking whoever lose should dance at the corridor of BED's door". okay. NO WAY im doing that. and so finally i said and they agreed that i go and take another guy worker's no at the counter.
i walked to the counter but saw that guy missing and i was eye contact-ing my sis and her friends
HOWEVER, the guy came out of the toilet and he needed to pass me to walk to the counter.
i quickly said "excuse me. i lost a bet. can i have your number pls?!"
he just walk to the counter!! WTH. HE IGNORED ME!!! UGH
nah..just joking. he went and took a paper then wrote down his number and pass it to me. *relieved* well, i did my dare!

another round of UNO. im not the loser this time but the guy who suggested bout the dancing.
so we used back that dare!
and he seriously went and DANCE. ermm..for few seconds. 10/15s?!
we took a recording but it's too dark!
and he was soooo FUNNY!

next LOSER is ME again! T-T
haihs. this time, they gave me three options.

1) blow kisses 3 directions at the middle of BED (meaning everyone is around you)
2) talk to the same guy worker for 2 minutes
3) take the fingerprint of the same guy worker

i felt bad already for the guy and so im hesitating.
in the end, my sis came to the rescue again! LOL
she went and did the fingerprint for me. as usual, she said she lost a bet and she needs a paper and borrow his finger/hand. poor guy, didnt know what's happening and washed his hand.
then my sis just put lip gloss on his finger. the girl worker at there was looking so shocked at my sis. kaka.

next round..my SIS lose! ehe.
they dared my sis to kiss a girl and coincidentally, there was this one girl came and sell cigarettes.
but all of us dont smoke! still, in the end, my sis told the girl if she let her kiss her and my sis will buy a pack of cigarettes from her. and she agreed.
OF COURSE kiss her HAND only la. but my sis asked the girl to give the pack of cigarettes to the guy worker. yea..the same guy! so i guess it's his bad and lucky day!! lol

the last round....the LOSER is...my SIS again!
the whole night is just me and my sis la ):
they dared my sis to do catwalk and put her hands on her hair etc
OR go and tell the same worker guy that she's interested in him, what time he off work, will wait for him etc.
of course my sis refused to do and they were thinking hard.
it was nearly 12am and my mom called to rush us back.
so i suggested to my sis to do the blow 3 kisses instead.
still she refused =="
in the end, i volunteered to help my sis since she helped me twice.
i went and did the blow kisses 3 directions.
i did it as quickly as possible then rushed out from there. ehe.
but thank god not many ppl were looking.

now you know why im the LOSER. ==
totally out of luck.
and did all the crazy dares. *drops*

to end this post.
a sunset pic i took on the way to the restaurant.
it was not dark that time but i dont know why it turned out this way.

path to the shining light~


keep losing is no fun..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

here and there..

last saturday, went to jusco to meet ww, sannie, yoongie and andrea
well, since my sis tag along, i didnt hang out much with them
reached, ate in KFC, X-meal, and i CANT handle it!
this problem is real serious. LOL
X-meal is never a burden to me..why now?!
cuz i've been having diarrhea for FEW days!!
siduhfgih;ioasdjfflsaijdknb2u3jsegyfy *curses*
after i eat, my tummy don't feel that well and i felt like vomiting.
SIGH.
after that, met up with the others for movie.
PANTAS DAN GARANG 4!! (Fast and Furious 4) ^^

well, if you ask me, i would say this movie is nice.
cuz i love sport cars and speed!
*ahem*other reason is TVXQ! - Rising Sun is in the movie! well, the rap parts and minnie shouting!*ahemahem* (:
after movie, went to the arcade to meet jade, jill and sharoon.
me and ww then went to walk around our usual places.
went back when jusco is closing!

SIGH.
these past few days, im too sad.
my fooooooooood.
i want back my appetite! i want back my food! ehehe
so, i cant stand it anymore but went to see the doc at last.
yea..it took me long enough to see a doc!

Loya, Kar, Cirit, Wind and Antibiotik! T-T
and the medicine make me feel weak and sleepy! ughh.
haihhh..

and today, 14th April is Black Day!~
if any of you who don't know what is Black Day..here's Wikipedia explanation,

"Black Day (April 14) is a South Korean informal tradition for SINGLE people to get together and eat Jajangmyeon (noodles with black sauce), sometimes a white sauce is mixed for those who did not celebrate White Day.

The idea is that those who did not give or receive gifts on Valentine's Day (February 14) or White Day (March 14) can get together and eat Jajangmyeon, white Korean noodles with black bean sauce (hence the name), to commiserate their singledom."

Jajangmyeon!
Lobhie, i guess i will never get to celebrate Black Day with you till the day i die! :P


what else...
the connection these days is real BAD!
my youtube is slow like hell and my downloads too.
Tohoshinki's new album "The Secret Code" is out and im loving the song TAXI.
their "Share The World" PV is out..not really a great PV but
i love the starting where all the members walk to the camera!
the cameraman is lucky!!

i want to meet siao po soon. yea you Veitchia Merilli!
i want weiwen to blog! her blog is dying. berkulat! e5
i want to see lobhie's bayang in MSN! :P

crapping much? :)


im gonna catch you soon..
FOOD!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

im one lazy blogger! :p
still, i think i should blog before i forget everything..
so once again..here goes,

Cambodia + Vietnam trip
[March 22 - March 28, 2009]
(photographs by sueteng)

22nd March, Sunday
took an early plane from Penang to KL with my parents and my father's two other friends (one is the uncle that is in charge of this trip). then from KL to Phnom Penh, Cambodia. once reached, straight to hotel, Royal Palace but the guy took us to the wrong hotel, something Royal, which is beside the beach (somewhat) with flags along the road and look what flag i spotted!

MALAYSIA TAK BOLEH!! :x

Korea and Japan ♥

Royal Palace Hotel..
beside the road and it's just an okok hotel.
we slept till evening.
then me and my parents took a 'tut-tut' car (the one where motorcycle with passengers behind)
to Casino there.

the casino pic which i took on the way back in the tut-tut car

this is actually taken inside the casino..
the clouds and trees look too real

they even have a self-played piano there.

after that we had dinner in...

Sorya Supermarket.

the building..it is considered as the most famous one there but seriously,
it's worse than our jusco :x
we really should be thankful!
after that, we went back to hotel..
is my trip weird? yea..definitely..
the real thing didnt start yet..
continue to read for more..LoL


23rd March, Monday
had breakfast in hotel and went to have a walk in their market..
it is so hard to buy anything when communication break down.
nothing special bout the market and it's quite dirty and
they sell the same thing at the same place ==
if you see one shop sell sugar-canes,
then u can see a few shops next to it selling sugar-canes.
we went back to hotel and watch tv until around afternoon..
the others that are joining us in this trip arrived!
(yea..they came one day later than us)
NINE of them which are all guys/uncles and penang ppl too.
so that means me and my mom is the only girl in this tour.
and im the one and only teenage girl!! T_T
we began our journey to Siem Riep with a van for FIVE hours!
hmnn..the uncles are really funny and the crappiest group i've ever seen.
whatever they talk, they make it into a joke.
they even talk dirty!! gaahhh..sigh.
on the way, we stopped at a somewhat rest place
we saw ppl selling fruits, breads and...


SPIDERS! okay..i dont know how they cook it till it became black.
didnt get the chance to taste it.

and cengkerik! urmm..is it called cengkerik (crickets)?!
whatever it is, i ate one of those.
well, it look ewww and disgusting and just ewwww..
but i wanted to try.
it's crispy and doesnt have much taste..
seriously..it's not that bad! (:
we stopped at Arunras Restaurant to have a short break too.
as usual..i spot flags again!



reached Siem Riep, we went for dinner straight in Angkor Amazon.
buffet style..their food is more like chinese food.
and there's traditional dance performance..

the dance performance.
my camera just dont work well during the night..
blur blur blur..anyone any advise for me to take a un-blur pics at nite?!

after that, head to Monarch Angkor Hotel for the night.


i took these pics on the next day when we leave.
i just smile when i saw the bathroom cause of...

the dolphin-printed shower curtain.
just remind me of someone so much. ^^


24th March, Tuesday
breakfast and met with our tour guide of the day, Xiao Xie.
our purpose, Angkor Wat!!
ermmm..there's 292 temples altogether but we only went to the main ones.
for history, pls search wikipedia! lolz


just love the view
but yea..it's so HOT there.




the libraby if im not mistaken.

like the reflection..

this is where the king pray last time and
it's hard to get up cause the stairs are not even 45degree
usually visitors would go up with all fours
but it's closed now for construction..
didnt have the chance to go up!

another view of it.

one of the statue that they pray..
a LOT in there

this couple came to take photos for their Wedding!

this is the "warriors" statues side
the "demon/bad guys" statues side couldnt take the pics
cuz i took this pic in the van facing the "warriors"

group pic at the Bayon Temple~

yesh! SNOW!!
nahh..it's just cotton tree (:

there're many stone faces.
this one is the most famous with the widest smile!

the uniqueness here is most of the trees grow on the roofs/building

my parents!

the movie Tomb Rider took place around here..

i just love the sky.. ^^

after that, we went for lunch and back to hotel to pack.
took the same van back to Phnom Penh..
yeap, another 5 hours ride!
reached Phnom Penh, dinner and back to the same hotel, Royal Palace.
i got to know that the citizens there earn a little.
for a police is only around 30USD. and so they makan duit kopi too.
waiting accident to oocur so they could get a few more USD.
as for teacher...he/she brings sweets to school to sell to their students.
if the student didn't buy, the student wont pass his/her exam!
omg..that is so wrong..sigh!
be grateful malaysians! LOL


25th March, Wednesday
new tour guide, Xiao Xiong (Xiao is just a word they like to put in front of their names)
first destination is the palace..
i think partly of the palace is opened for tourists.


no idea what tree/flower is this!



my parents.
background : Victory gate - where all the soldiers use when they won a battle..
if they lose, they use another gate.


made of GOLD!

this is what the servants wear..
one day one colour.

the previous king and our Tun Abdul Rahman!~

the king (his father behind).
he's around 55 years old and not married yet!
reason? no one knows the truth..

after that, we went to a museum with all the statues
of vishnu, brahma, siva etc and also some from angkor wat itself.

the museum..


only these 3 pics i took outside of the museum
not allowed to take pics inside..

later..went to a temple.
it's weird but i only have these 2 pics ^^"


it's a gigantic clock..
dont ask me how it actually function!

had lunch in Tonle Bassac restaurant.
and after that, went to Toul Sleng Genocide Museum
(google it cause it's interesting but gruesome!)
it was actually a school but after that, it is used as a place
for prisoners and tortures to take place!

Pol Pot. he was the 'ketua'

this guy is the 'pembantu'/right-hand guy

i dont know who this artist is but he's one of the victim.


the victim's grave and the explanation board..


the bed and the box thingy is their 'toilet'
this is in building A.


this is sick!

the pile of victims' clothes..

lots of victims' pics

building B.
to prevent the victims who cant stand the torture and jump down from the building to commit suicide, dense barbed wire was used to surround the building..


the cells..

these were used to chain the victims' legs..
just like the pic below..chaining the children legs
they must not produce any sound or they will be beaten/tortured.


the tools/weapons used for torturing.

this guy was one of the victim who survived and
painted a pic of himself and also what he saw (pics below)




the 'bed' used to torture..

next, we went to walk at a market..
the market was big and inside were like an oven!
things are just sssoooo expensive.. =.=
went to Sorya Supermarket again before went back to hotel..
at night dinner in a normal restaurant.
and so..Cambodia is not too bad.
but their traffic, you would not understand..
they basically avoid each other on the road while driving.
if we malaysians drive there..
i think we would bang a lot of innocent souls there..
and there's a lot of motorcycles but they dont wear helmets!
they love to go around the city with their bike at night too..
it's some sort of their entertainment.


26th March, Thursday
after breakfast, we went to the bus station.
we took a bus to Saigon/Ho Chi Minh city, Vietnam, which is
a SIX hours ride! ):
(i slept most of the time anyway. ehe)
reached, took our in-charged Happy Tour Travel Agency
mini bus to ARC-EN-CIEL Hotel with tour guide, Bruce.
(wait..isnt there a jap boyband with the name Larc-en-ciel?)
did not do anything for the whole day till night.
dinner in a cruise.
some pics i took during the cruise. (as usual my cam s**ks)





27th March, Friday
went to Chu Chi Tunnel.
it's a tunnel dug out by hand by the viatnamese
during the struggle against the colonial power.
it's about 200km long. O.O

they got in with just this size of hole..

it's just the right size to go in.
(altho it dont look like you could actually fit in)

just amazing~ cant even spot it.
and for woman..the size is half of the guy's
and babies..the size is even smaller!

belonged to the US..

the traps..


door traps.

wax ppl showing that they reused the bomb

various sizes of bombs

and there's a shooting field..
had to buy the bullets.


i went in this tunnel!! well, its not the real one..
but u still have to duck walk inside it.
(the real one, u need to actually crawl on all four!)
and dark at certain part cuz no light!
good experience and all i can say,
they are very smart building the traps and tunnel.

after that went to War Remnants Museum
well..everything is just too cruel that i didnt snap much pics.
(i cant stand the cruelty so no such pics)



as you can see..put ur head there, the hole..
CHOP and ur body will fall to the box at the side.

next, to the....

they are using egg shells..

woww..

i like this personally
and my dad said i like it cause the girl's nose is
just like mine! PENYEK~ =.="

as usual..everything is just so expensive.

next..we pass the Notre Dam Cathedral.

i love this pic (:

opposite it is the Centre Post Office.
well, it's a post office and became a tourists place.


for international calls etc..

from outside.

we didnt get to go in the Reunification Palace but
stopped to take a pic. i was too lazy to get down the bus so yea....


then went to another famous big market.
most of the stalls sell the same thing.
and for non-shopper like my parents,
we walk a while and just wait there for the rest ==

this kid cheated my dad. :x
my dad refused but he insisted and took my dad's shoes and polish.
he said for USD1 but after he finished he said USD8/9 =="
but my dad just gave him USD3 in the end.



that's the end of the day.
dinner and went back to hotel.
Vietnam is very similar to Cambodia.
you just have to close your eyes and
raise your hands while crossing the road.
but they look more like chinese compared to
cambodians (looks like malay).
and there's KBS channel in Cambodia and Vietnam.
so i was watching Boys over Flowers and Music Bank there. LoLz


28th March, Saturday
planned to go China Town but did not have time
went straight to airport and take a flight back to KL then Penang.


took these pics in the plane..

reached home, unpacked, bath and
miss su & her bro came to fetch me to her hse..
reason..to help her mom cause her mom needs to cook for the temple the next day.
i wanted to go pray again at the temple for some reason
and so i volunteered to help (:
well, i did not help a lot except cutting/slicing (or whatever you call) the veggies etc.
around 10, we went to the temple in penang. prayed.
went back to ww hse..help around again till 2am.
then went into the room..talked to ww till nearly 3am then sleep!
BUT i woke up at 5am to watch AEC, TVXQ! TV special ^^"
(ww didnt notice i woke up but i told her beforehand that i wanted to watch and she taught me how to on the tv etc)
well, im just curious but after watching i realised i watched before online...
didnt bother but continued to watch till 6am.
ww's mom did not sleep that night..too busy and she caught me watching!
i bet her mom must be thinking im crazy or sumthing~ T-T
after watching, i asked her mom if she needed any help but she don't.
after talking a while, i went back to sleep! :x


29th March, Sunday
woke up 8sumthing.
helped around again then went to the temple in penang..
after that, went to AC Oldtown.
then back to ww hse.
we watched The City of Ember!
ermm..the movie was not bad but im not satisfied with the ending!!
watched a few short ghost stories till my parents came to fetch me.
went to the airport again to fetch my 1st sis who went for a short trip to KL&Melaka.
dinner in look yuen and back home!
Home Sweet Home~ (:


ps : more Cambodia+Vietnam pics in Facebook SOON!
pss: i hate hot countries cuz all my pimples will pop out! ==
psss: some of the pics are taken in a rush so...yeah + my skill cacat.
pssss: i hate this post..took me such a long time!




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