Friday, December 13, 2013

I'm just having mood swings. 
Maybe. 
Feels like crying but can't. 
What should I do?
I feel the burden suddenly.
Everything seems to be going down.
And no one seems to understand. 
I could not share how I feel or what I'm going through.
Hence, I act like I'm fine.
Putting on my mask everyday. 
It's so tiring.
My faith seems to be faltering.
Or maybe I've already given up.
As I realise..
In the end, there's only me, I turn to.
To depend on.


emo? 
but this is what i truly feel.

2 comments:

フィフィ said...

If you read my latest post..in other words...I'll say this again.

sometimes when you're really lost..that's when all of sudden you will 'see' everything in better light. now matter which God u want to believe in...trust me. It's the best; His plans.

don't lose hope no matter how absurd it is. Just..go on with that broken heart. One day, all will make sense.

Be strong. I don't know what ur problems are but life will always test you for what u actually CAN endure. it's only our negative thoughts that lead us to think the opposite. that's..life..

take care ya!

faith said...

thanks sis! /bearhugs

Hope you'll be doing fine there too! I wonder when we'll meet up again. T-T Take care!! <3