having my study week now.

first paper on 29th Dec 2013. 

yeap. no Christmas for me.

and study makes me feel so much of emotions..

STRESSED.

TENSION.

DEPRESSED.

NERVOUS.

NAUSEOUS.

BITTERSWEET.

CRAZY.

well, again, can't wait for it to end. 

13th January 2014,

please come faster.

29th Dec 2013 - 13th January 2014

Please Be Nice to Me.

and I pray,

God, please help me to score this semester.

I'm just having mood swings. 

Maybe. 

Feels like crying but can't. 

What should I do?

I feel the burden suddenly.

Everything seems to be going down.

And no one seems to understand. 

I could not share how I feel or what I'm going through.

Hence, I act like I'm fine.

Putting on my mask everyday. 

It's so tiring.

My faith seems to be faltering.

Or maybe I've already given up.

As I realise..

In the end, there's only me, I turn to.

To depend on.

emo? 

but this is what i truly feel.