Wednesday, March 9, 2016

24th Week of Work (29th/Feb - 08/Mar/ 2016)

Wait wait wait. What am I gonna blog about.
I was about to say nothing and suddenly I remembered my birthday!
hahahaha
So..4th March.
Nothing really special.
My colleagues bought me a Black Forest cake~

Yeap, Nurse Tew cause they said I look strict like the Head of Nurse.

The crazy us!

Jane making funny faces. keke

And another colleague bought me a Black Forest cake from Secret Recipe as well!
Cake from Hooi Ping.

I was thinking does my face shows I'm a Black Forest cake lover or something?
But I'm thankful to them though.
At least I actually felt it's my birthday.
<3 div="">

I think I didn't blog on how much I spent last week?
It's like a shopping free for CNY. A late one.
I bought a pair of shoes, 3 shirts, 2 pants and my 2 handbags bought through online arrived!
I bought a 16GB sd card for my phone as well.
So basically my money just fly from me.
Convincing myself there will be out and there will be in.

What else what else.
There's so many things but my mind is blank!
Work is normal. I'm getting worried and panic with my life.
As usual. I'm so tired and sleepy and lazy these days that I don't have time to search for universities. I didn't want to continue working and waste my life.
But it's just so hard. May sound like an excuse but yea..

Went to yoga yesterday and did a handstand with some support. Obviously.
Seriously anything requires me to be upside down or just make me feel unbalanced, I PANIC.
The fear of falling or breaking my bones.neck or limbs. =.=
But nice though when I get to do it.
I'm rambling and the working bell just rang.
Will copy paste this when I get back home.
(Using Gmail)


Continued this post at home.
Just remembered, went to Daorae last Sunday!
After so long I got to eat Korean food again.

Raw beef. Surprisingly no beef smell at all.



My favourite Mr. Octopus.


Got this Japan biscuit today from superior.
I think made of lobster if I'm not mistaken.



Another 4 days!!
4 days to meet my hubbiesss!~


Sunday, February 28, 2016

21th - 23th Week of Work (8th - 28th/ Feb 2016)

Getting lazy to update this blog.
My bad.
It's just I'm working from morning to night.
Sunday the only free day for me to rest and sleep as much as I can.
Sometimes I wonder why am I doing this to myself.
Why work so hard? Why think so far?
Yea..the money.
And wasting my life away..
Sigh.

Anyway, yea..
Met with Veen and Lobs on 3rd day of CNY.
Went for Bak Kut Teh for dinner and then Veen's house to lepak.

3 of Us.

Tried Veen's Lomo.
LOL. Didn't know we could do that.
Feels a little outdated.


On 4th day of CNY, met with KKP and PohLing for dinner in KimCastle.
I didn't get our photo but got this instead.

 
PohLing and I were saying we want to travel Taiwan.
KKP will 'pao' our trip during that time, her last semester.
I think 2017? ^^
We went to RongEr house after that.
It's nice to catch up with them.


On 6th day of CNY, went to Weiwen's hse for steamboat.
Then go IconCity to meet Veen and ShuTing.

=3

That's my CNY.

Nothing much happened.
The fan who asked me to buy Cat3 three tickets, on of her friend asked me to change her ticket to Cat2 and buy another Cat2.
I managed to sell her Cat5 ticket and asked my sister to buy her Cat2 tickets.

Oho.
But I think they fought.
She's going with another friend.
And they will be collecting ticket separately.
Was surprised.
I mean they just completed Form5 and within few weeks, they fought.
They told me they wanted to go together before separating their own ways.
It's a pity..


I can't think of anything more to blog.
Ohh..and I'm applying for Masters.
One no reply. One not much helping.
Feeling discouraged.
And I'm really starting to panic.
Having headache now.
Head throbbing.
Think I'm getting sick.

another 12 days.
can't wait to meet yousss.

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

19th - 20th Week of Work (25th/ Jan - 08th/ Feb 2016)

Ohhoo. Braces.
Finally after years of wanting to straighten my teeth.
I thought the dentist numb my gums.
But I don't think so (based on YouTube vids)?
Not so sure.
But was painless when he fixed the braces on my teeth.
Did only the upper teeth for me to get used to it.
Will get my lower teeth done on 13th Feb.
A little uncomfortable and I can't really bite or taste fully the food I'm eating.
Another thing, I need to brush my teeth ALL THE TIME.
It's okay. Bearable. ^^

My department had a "siu gang jiu" on Jan 28th at Autocity - Shelaiton restaurant.










Overall, I think it's just okay.
I think most of us are not really full. LOL
A little overrated. 
A few of us agreed that it's okay if someone treat us.
If we need to pay ourselves, it's a no-no.

The ladies.

With the gents and Japanese bosses.



Choang's bday is on Jan 30th, a Saturday.
So we celebrated for her on Friday.
Ate at Fu Jia and bought Secret Recipe cakes. 


Jane and Calin didn't join so Jane bought another chocolate cheese cake and compensate on Monday. ^^"
So, there's 2nd round!

7 of Us.
My little crazy funny gang in my company. (:



I think that's all I can think of to blog about.
Other than that, just work, work and work.
Ohhh. Got my first paycheck from Kumon.
Only RM400+ and she paid by cheque.
Hurmnn.

Let's move to Chinese New Year!




It's the Year of Monkey.
Year for ChanBaekChen, the Beagle Line~~
I seriously hope this year would be a better year for me.
Maybe I expected too much last year, Sheep year.
I thought Sheep year would be good for me since I'm born in Sheep year.
Apparently NOT.
It's the worst year in my life.
I was told it's not a good year for you if the zodiac year is the year you were born in.
So yea..


Had one each.
Not a big fan but just want the feel of it.
As long as I'm not drunk or the urge to vomit then it's fine. (:

I would say..it's not a great start in my family.
Things happened.
Just...forget bout it.


To end it this post..
I would like to say..
Park fucking ChanYeol gonna ruin my bias list.


Thanks. /sob at a corner/


Ohhhhhh.
I almost forgot.
I had a sweet dream..
BUT I wonder why when I always have a sweet one (not often actually -.-)
this person is the one.

Lee Dong Hae
Wae?!
I'm not a big fan of you, yet....
Nonetheless, you have a soft spot in my heart cause of the first dream I had of you.
And now second.
O.O
/i still want a third, fourth, fifth and so on/
HAHAHAHA.

I need to brush my teeth.

Monday, January 25, 2016

16th - 18th Week of Work (4th - 24th/Jan/2016)

I can't really remember what happened these past three weeks.
Everything is moving by so fast..
Day by day..
Month by month.
Time is scaring me.

I got a part time job, as a teacher/marker in Kumon.
Why part time?
Cause I think I can't survive with only one job's salary.
I need to deduct for this and that.
Or maybe I am having too much of expectation in life?
But yea, I work till 9.30+pm on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday 
8.00am -5.30pm full time job; 6.30pm -9.30pm part time
Monday and Wednesday..after work 5.30pm go for yoga class 6.30pm - 7.30+pm.
Saturday part time 9.00am - 4.00pm.
Life's a little crazy.
I do wonder why am I doing this to myself..

So that's how my 16th week of work passed by getting a part time job.



Hmnn...the most memorable occasion would be getting EXO'luxion concert ticket the following week.
Star Planet announced the seating plan and ticket prices on Monday (Jan 11th, 2016)
and the ticket launch is on Saturday. Crazy fans started to queue in KL Sogo since Tuesday.
I don't know if it's because they are 'dedicated' fans or they wanted the discounts that are ONLY available in KL Sogo during launch day.



Spend on Spritzer products and enjoy discount on tickets! 
- 15% OFF on 1 ticket with spending of RM20 or above in a single receipt OR 15% OFF on 4 tickets with spending of RM80 or above in a single receipt.
- Only receipts during the period from January 11 to 16, 2016 are acceptable. We accept any Spritzer product from any store nationwide.
- Offer is valid for all ticket types and is limited to 4 discounted tickets per person.

Bonuslink members:
- 15% OFF on 2 tickets if present your membership card upon ticket purchase (applicable for Category 1, 2, 3 & 4 tickets only).
- Each person is only allowed to use or present ONE membership card.

KL SOGO S Card members:
- 10% OFF on 2 tickets if present membership card upon ticket purchase (applicable for Category 5 tickets only)

Star Planet SClub members:
- 10% OFF on 2 tickets if present membership card upon ticket purchase (applicable for all ticket types).
- 5x Reward Points will be granted for every RM1 spent on ticket(s).

Note: All above promotions subject to terms & conditions. Discount is for limited tickets and shall be on first-come-first-served basis.
            Each customer is permitted to purchase up to 12 tickets at the ticket launch (Discounted + Normal priced tickets).
Credit : Star Planet

I wanted the discounted price too...like who doesn't?
But too bad, everyone I asked...all either too far or busy and can't help me buy.
And so, I searched in FB if other EXO-L can help me to buy.
PM-ed a few but scared of scam. And all charge processing fee of RM50 per tic. =.=
I asked one who I can trust cause I bought from the FB shop before.
In the end, something clicked in my mind and I did something I didn't thought I would. haha
I posted in my barely surviving IG shop, Twitter and PM-ed a few in FB if anyone interested to buy through me but of course I charge them too.
Most wanted me to buy with the discounted price...but since I am buying in Penang, there will be no discounts available. To be honest, it's not fair at all.
And I think the organizer added last minute in the website that the discounted tickets are limited. First come first serve basis. I don't remember reading it before the ticket launch..

Until Thursday night I think no one confirmed wanna buy through me.
I nearly wanted to ask people to buy for me already with RM50 charge.
I calculated since I am working part time on Saturday..around RM56 my pay for 7 hours, I will just consider working for that charge rather than go to Penang island which cost me more as I will miss my part time and I still need to pay for petrol and tol money. (but I got to know, they only wanted me to work for 4 hours = RM32 only for that week. ok. I made the right decision.)
But then suddenly one contacted me and wanted to buy three CAT 5 tickets.
Ok. that's enough to cover my petrol, tol and the money I lose if I miss my part time.
Made my decision to go buy myself.
On Friday night, another contacted me and confirmed to buy two CAT 4 tickets. (:

When I posted in Twitter one last time,
suddenly Diyana tweeted me asking if I'm going!
OMG. To be honest, I forgot she's an EXO-L too.
We met through HoMin concert in Msia btw.
(I mentioned in my TVXQ! concert post)
I was so so happy and we planned to go together to buy.
And suddenly she mentioned KL Sogo.
O.O
HAHAHHAHAHA.
Turns out she's going to KL Sogo and me Ticket Charge Penang.
I always thought she's in Penang.
Half true cause she's studying in Penang but having her break now, so she went back to KL.
But she's nice.
She offered to help me buy if I wanted.
I think and think cause I promised to buy for others.
So, I asked Diyana to buy for me with discounted price but we will keep in contact that morning to see what happens in both KL Sogo and Penang.
I transferred money to her first though.

There's a girl, Qingtian contacted me in FB and asked if we can go together.
Wanted to cause I didn't want to be alone.
But then she's in Pulau Tikus and I will go after my part time.
Will be kind of late so she declined. She's from Ipoh but studying in Penang.

It so happened to be Pn. Chan called me and ask me if I can go to an event and also the camp on that weekend. I agreed to go since I'll be in Penang anyway.
It also helps me since that's the excuse I told my parents.
Yea, I lied. They didn't know I went to SPICE Penang to wait whole night to buy concert tickets.
PARTIALLY LIE. I did went for the camp. ^^"
/yea..keep on telling yourself that/

On Friday, Jan 15th 2016, I went to work then part time and then I went back home to pack, take a bath, ate and drove to Penang.
My mom asked why not go in the morning for the camp.
Uhmnn..yea.
On the way there, two contacted me to help them buy one Rock X ticket each.

When I reached SPICE, I only saw a two three cars loitering around and two girls at the guard house.
I can't find parking since cars are not allowed to enter the arena until 8am.
I contacted the one supposed to help me buy ticket but unfortunately she hasn't arrive yet.
I round the place twice maybe before I decided to park opposite, a walking distance.

I waited at the guard house too. Around 10 ppl including me.
Surprisingly when I reached, I saw Qingtian.
Turns out she went with another girl that she know through FB.
We talked and then it started to rain around 1.30am.
Rain and drizzle until 5.30am.
Regretted a little cause no one came after me during that whole night wait.
The next person came around 5++am.
The guard is a little heartless. Didn't let us to enter even though it's raining. 
And when he did let us enter, he removed the road cone at another side, not the ones in front of us.
Luckily I saw and we quickly walked inside.
When we're in front of the Ticket Charge office, there's 2-3ppl there.
Apparently, they went inside without guards notice.
Yea. Total unfair.
The group in front of us while waiting in front of the guard house requested them to change the queue but of course they didn't want.
Drama a little.
Oh well.

We waited another few hours until 11am.
During that few hours, I get to know a few other EXO-Ls. (:
Exchanged numbers and kept in contact.
So many ppl wanted to cut queue.
But the amount of people is nothing compared to KL Sogo.
I think Penang don't even reach 100ppl?
KL Sogo is like turned into zombie land. /shudders
Never knew...the power of EXO.
Even the hotels near to Stadium Merdeka is fully booked after that.
Lucky I booked early.

Near 11am, we lined up properly to enter.
There were only 3 booth.
I'm the 7th person but I only get the tickets around 11.30++am. 
Cause the workers seemed so lost and all the technical problems. =.=
When it's my turn and I wanted to pay, the Malay girl suddenly whatsapp me and say if I haven't buy yet then don't.
Like wtf. I just bought it. Was pissed, I mean she was so desperate and then she just say she can't afford suddenly. Ugh.
She found a buyer for me in the end but the buyer is so demanding, wanting to meet up at places which are far for me to go. So nope.
I can find other buyers cause many ppl messaged me after that asking for ticket.
Funny people. If only they contacted me a day before.
Must have realized the ppl they asked to buy in KL Sogo can't buy or something, too packed.
But I remembered Diyana, she was very nice.
I told her I might as well buy for myself cause KL Sogo is so packed.
She bank-in back the money to me at once.
I did offer her to buy for her but she didn't want, guess she wants the discount.
But in the end no discounts for her cause of the first come first serve basis.
Pity. So I offered her the extra ticket Rock X with original price.
She took it at last cause the ticket she bought is fixed seat and quite far.


After buying the tickets, I head to GGA with Qingtian.
Cause Qingtian loves guiding as well! Coincidence.
Lucky she accompany me.
Since only Pn. Chan, Pn. Rokiah and Ms Ooi were there.
The CAKP (BAKP last time) was alright.
The cabaran were all quite easy. Indoor camping.
Me and Qingtian slept in the library.
(I brought her back to take her things)

After the camp, Ms Ooi treated us for lunch before we go back.
Ate in Mansion 32. Talked talked.
Went back around 5++pm.
Oh, and at night met up with GE insurance person.
I'm still debating whether to change or not.


The next day, went for teeth X-ray.
and PTPTN office to ask.
Had to start paying back next month.
Sigh.

The following week is just work, work and work.
Last Saturday after part time, met the girl's friend who bought CAT4 tickets in Aeon Jusco.
At the same, bought my necessities and a blouse~


Today (Jan 25th, 2016) gonna go to the dentist later 5.30pm for my first time braces.
Hope it won't get too uncomfortable or pain.
All advice me to do it after CNY but nahhh, that's after one month.
I want to get used to it before the concert day. LOL.


hoping for the best.

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

So sick of this.
These useless drops of water.
Flowing without a care.
Seems like no one gets it.

It's okay.
This is how things work.
You can only blame yourself.
Your stupid self.

maybe I took it too far
but who understands me?
probably no one, not even people closest to me 
I'm always the one expected to tolerate.
Sorry but I need space..

Saturday, January 2, 2016

15th Week of Work (28/Dec/2015 - 03/Jan/2016)

Hmnnn.
Nothing much happened.
Lob came to my house with 4 cans of Tiger on New Year's Eve.
Well, talked about everything.
Just wanna let go and start anew for 2016.

One thing I like about a new year.
It feels like I can start again
and leave all the unwanted and unhappy memories behind.

And who would have thought my dear not-so-innocent duckbutt
Junsu came out with his dating news on New Year!
not a good start of a year isn't it.
the moment that I feared for yearss
It's okay though.
although the gf is a 1992 - a year younger than me! 
okok. as long as Junsu is happy.
A little heartbroken but yea. 
Fans can't have their idols single forever.
No matter how we love them.
But I am definitely sure if I got this news few years back,
I would go berserk and darn heartbroken and I don't know what I'll do.
LOL.
yea, I'm silly and possessive.


Oh, my baby Sehunnie mentioned Yixing in his Weibo.
And Yixing replied.
I'm so happy my ship is sailing~~
Then Yixing went and visit Chanyeol on set.
Another ship sailing~~
Can't wait for 9 of them to promote together again.
T__T

Why is this post filled with K-pop.
Can't help it.

A customer scolded me in Whatsapp today.
Cause the kpop albums arrived late to my supplier.
And yea,
she just kept on fucking bla fucking bla.
Come on, I seriously loathe people using the word Fuck so freely to scold someone.
Especially Chinese. So typical.
I think that's the only word she knows how to use for scolding.
Ugh!

Forget it.


Getting more food souvenirs.
Spot the Star Wars chocolate.
From so many, I got Yoda!
Remember Chanyeol at once. opps.


Oh right.
2016 Resolutions?
I hope the world is a better place.
For me, 
Happier Life.
Richer Life.
Better Luck.

Will edit tomorrow if I get to go out with Lob for lunch.
*edit*
went for lunch
talk talk
sent Lob back.
came back home and rot..

i got scammed.
damn.
i kinda sensed it but still hoped.
When you are desperate,
you kinda lost your mind.