Sunday, October 16, 2011


feel so useless
feel so unwanted
feel so unimportant
feel so lost
feel so purposeless in life
feel so stupid
feel like crying
feel like vanishing into thin air

used to feel people who commit suicide is so stupid
but not anymore.
i think they are brave in a way.
they might have their reasons.


i just need to sleep it off.
i think i will be fine..

Sunday, October 2, 2011


just felt like screaming out profanities and all the harsh words
well, the thing is i don't and i won't
yeap, bottle everything up to suffer myself ==
maybe cause i'm having flu now..
a sick me is a sensitive me = irrational me. SHIET
which means even a slight thing annoys me to death.
i really need to be alone now.
quiet and peace surrounding
where i can listen to my songs and just feel better bout everything.
i want and need some privacy time..
im so used to be alone.
UGH


be considerate please?