felt guilty and sad
to the cute little kitten i saw for the first and also the last time..
you were there at the divider of the road,
so cute and tiny chasing something.
i saw from a distance and driving,
gonna pass by you
till a bike dash by..
you were shocked.
that's when you rushed back to the middle of the road,
to get back to the other side.
i hit the brake and slowed down
but i think it's too late.
all i could do is shriek a little and continued my journey
cursing the bike at the same time
hoping that you are okay and
successfully escaped to the side of the road
but no..i saw you lied there,
stoned and stiff when i'm on my way back
a part of me died a little inside.
is it me or the other car?
nonetheless, i still feel sad
you were just so young...
it makes me think about life again
how unfair, how unpredictable.
i hope you rest in peace..
reincarnate with a better life.



i dedicate this post to you,
little kitty..
forgive me.

just because..

me : i want a wedding dress.
2nd sis : you need to find a groom before you wear one
me : who say so. i can wear without a groom. marry myself la.
2nd sis : if you marry yourself, you don't need a wedding dress.
me : BUT I WANT MAH!

[conversation ended as we need to order in Lohas*]

*Lohas (a beverage tea shop beside one station)
recommended. me, janice and kerping used to get addicted
when we were having our stpm.
we would buy after lunch and took to kkm to enjoy it.
although the choices are limited but nice and
the price is not that bad.
the conversation started cuz beside Lohas is a malay bridal shop(?)
so..for fun i started it.


went to check my eye power too
and get new contact lens..this time GREEN
reasons = my sis bought grey.
dont want to have the same color with her.
and since i used grey before might as well change this time.

postman to heaven.
got it at last!
♥