bottled-up everything..

cause I'm afraid to expose my weakness

I just refuse to..

but it's killing me inside.

....

It feels great to be home

and going out with friends.

I get to forget all my worries and tension for a while.

Although I'm guilty for not doing my assignments and study for midterm. Aiksss

It's nice to pamper myself sometimes. (:

Which is more difficult?

To die for someone?

or

To be alive for someone?

Fanfic makes me think again...

I don't want my midsem break to end..

having SIEP2 presentation tomorrow

it's killing me cause my PA is strict

if i don't get A this time I seriously thought of killing whoever there is.

damn.

going fieldtrip at Penang and get to go back home.

seems cool.

but still darn tired and don't wish to move any of my muscle/tissue. 

T_______________T

serious dilemma.

i don't know what to do.

*screamsandthrowtantrum!*

please give me some signs on what to do.

Miracle?!

I was just dropping by my blog for fun..

didn't plan to update.

but then..as i scroll down..my eyes caught on something!

THAT'S MY WISH LIST IN MY BLOG THAT I EDITED NOT TOO LONG AGO!!

and guess what?!

i think it's not un-reach-able wishes anymore.

i just bought a secondhand A Week Holiday Photobook last week.

(though the condition of the photobook is not that good. but that's the best i can get now.)

and I'm so going to TVXQ concert in this coming May (2013)

yea, that's the reason I freak out suddenly.

my un-reach-able wishes became reality afterall.

how I hope all my Un-reach-able Wish List come true! ^^

Thank you  God for making my wishes come true

and  thank you for giving me a reason to look forward to this semester.

Wait for me, JUNG and SHIM. ♥  

New Year New Year

2013 2013

and I'm still in Jelifornia..

trying to study, preparing for finals. O.O"

oh why..

no Christmas for me. no New Year for me.

still, I sincerely hope year 2013 will be a great year to everyone

who is pure and kind hearted ONLY! haha

Hope it'll be a great one for me too. 

although I don't expect much.

I want more SMILES. 

and reduce my levels of SEVEN SINS.

ooppsss

really hope i'll get good result this sem.

my guardian angle please protect me.

God please love me.